*ahem*

firstly,

GO PHILLIES!!!!!

as a philadelphian i have to represent a little bit,
even though truthfully i'm an atlanta braves fan.
but whoo!
fair weather fans rock!!

i went down on broad street because i basically had nothing else to do
and i knew it would be fun.
WOW.
thats all i can say.
i had to wash my hands like 6 times though
since i was giving out high fives up and down the street.
hilarity
i wasnt near all that burning crap though
they were just scaling flagpoles and jumping on the backs of moving vehicles.

but,

november 1st is vastly approaching.
i'm sposed to be writing this novel starting on that day
i have to get the material together
but change is in the wind and i might not have the time to do it.

i'll just have to make the time i guess.


in other news:
i;m shopping for a wall mount tv.
i'm focusing on my inner geek, and i want to be able to play my video games on the appropriate looking television.

i'll keep you posted.


lastly,

shit i'm laughing at:



and



can't forget



have a good night.

things i did this weekend...

-realized that people ARE def as stupid as they look.
case in point:

friggin dumbass.
sorry...friggin illiterate dumbass

-decided (finally!) on a topic for this novel i've been trying to write since i was conceived. i believe that I'm interesting enough to warrant a hundred or so pages. so i'm gonna take my journals that i've kept (see mom, i told you keeping a composition book from 1992 was a good idea...so there) and put them into some type of order to explain me...or at least so people can laugh at the complete and total absurdity that is my life. trust me, this will def be a comedy. watch the shelves peeps...novel soon come. (i hope)

-my friends are hilarious in their own rights.

-i need to stop spending money. but these are stopping me. they even come in brown. dammit.

-*see above statement* the need to stop spending money didn't deter me from ordering the new G1. *sigh*

-i might get yelled at for this from people who actually know me. and also from that quiet, sometimes stifled voice inside my head, aptly named my conscious. but... (it hurts to even admit this) i actually like a t-pain...sometimes. this though, is my jam.

sheesh. i can't believe it either.

you like me....you really really like me...

thanks to that lovely sitemeter icon at the bottom of your screen, i now know that people are actually reading this. (hey all 6 of you! j/k)

...now that that's set in for a moment, i have to say that i was...flabbergasted to say the least. (sorry. i've always wanted to use that word in a sentence). i mean, besides friends that i practically stand behind with guns, forcing them to type the URL; i doubted anyone read.

hmm... surprise, surprise.

anyway,

i'm actually going to sit and do NaNoWriMo this year. i signed up previously, and actually started out with hope and big ideas
and ended with me screaming at the paper while ripping it to shreds.
so basically, it didn't happen.

but
it's a new dawn
it's a new day
and i'm feeling good ©nina simone

i'm kinda bad with non-fiction tho.
i always start off good...picture me rolling even
and then somewhere,
right when the gettings good...i lose it. i think i need to take a class or something.
so i'll be writing what/who i know best...me.
i have no idea what i'll actually be writing about. but at least i decided on a topic.

that's a start. right?

in other news:

i think i love him...



bith you betta indeed.

so... no homo
but

damn beyonce.

damn.

now i have to go back to the gym.

thanks for that.

originally

i had a whole thought process
an actual entry of something meaningful to say and share with you all

...until some dude just called and proceeded to piss me the f*ck off.

*sigh*

so...

alot of things have been on my mind lately.
it's been crazy,
but
alls fair in love and war right?

right??

nevermind. i don't particularly feel like making sense right now. so heres some of the randomness that flows through my mind:

-the last dragon is on and is actually one of my fav movies from my youth. i think because it combined my love of martial arts/bruce lee flicks and sweaty athletic black men. it was also one of the FIRST sightings we had of ernie reyes jr. plus, the dudes name is taimak. how much better could it be? (r.i.p shonuff.)

-i'm still trying to quell the desire to run screaming from philly. the desire gets greater and greater with every passing day. sometimes it feels as if this city closing in on me. i mean, if you really want a reason for me to want to leave see the previous entry. and to top it all off, a very close friend of mine feels the same way, and aims to actually do something about it. he makes the thought of leaving seem so...easy. too easy. *sigh* possible places for me to settle:


*singing*
...deep in the heart of texas.
san antonio


this was THE greatest place for me to be on my first real vacation. the sky matched the water, and the sand looked NOTHING like the shore. *sigh* they can keep the hurricanes though.


doesn't this just remind you of "pretty woman"?
this is where i need to be. need to get this book written and sold.

ah well... wishful thinking i guess. i'm just not really feeling it anymore.

-have i ever mentioned the deep,DEEP love that i have for Shaffer Chimere Smith a.k.a. ne-yo? maybe not on here, but i have mentioned it to many different people, on many different occassions. i mean, what is there not to love? he is one of my fav blasians (up there with amerie and kimora lee), he's a musical genius (seriously. he can write his ass off. and he doesnt use slant rhyme or make up words like kells. AND he can read. AND doesn't like lil girls...), and HE'S CUTE. sometimes the faces he makes just makes me wanna... *sigh*
nevermind.

the embedding is disabled, but if you want proof look here... he'snotgaydammit!



damn.