so...

alot of things have been on my mind lately.
it's been crazy,
but
alls fair in love and war right?

right??

nevermind. i don't particularly feel like making sense right now. so heres some of the randomness that flows through my mind:

-the last dragon is on and is actually one of my fav movies from my youth. i think because it combined my love of martial arts/bruce lee flicks and sweaty athletic black men. it was also one of the FIRST sightings we had of ernie reyes jr. plus, the dudes name is taimak. how much better could it be? (r.i.p shonuff.)

-i'm still trying to quell the desire to run screaming from philly. the desire gets greater and greater with every passing day. sometimes it feels as if this city closing in on me. i mean, if you really want a reason for me to want to leave see the previous entry. and to top it all off, a very close friend of mine feels the same way, and aims to actually do something about it. he makes the thought of leaving seem so...easy. too easy. *sigh* possible places for me to settle:


*singing*
...deep in the heart of texas.
san antonio


this was THE greatest place for me to be on my first real vacation. the sky matched the water, and the sand looked NOTHING like the shore. *sigh* they can keep the hurricanes though.


doesn't this just remind you of "pretty woman"?
this is where i need to be. need to get this book written and sold.

ah well... wishful thinking i guess. i'm just not really feeling it anymore.

-have i ever mentioned the deep,DEEP love that i have for Shaffer Chimere Smith a.k.a. ne-yo? maybe not on here, but i have mentioned it to many different people, on many different occassions. i mean, what is there not to love? he is one of my fav blasians (up there with amerie and kimora lee), he's a musical genius (seriously. he can write his ass off. and he doesnt use slant rhyme or make up words like kells. AND he can read. AND doesn't like lil girls...), and HE'S CUTE. sometimes the faces he makes just makes me wanna... *sigh*
nevermind.

the embedding is disabled, but if you want proof look here... he'snotgaydammit!



damn.